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  Copyright © 2017 by, Megan West

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  … Jacob gasped in mild surprise and a moan of pleasure escaped his lips. He felt his body unexpectedly tense up as her hands jerked at him and continued to work his cock. His hand clamped a little tighter around her mouth as he felt his shaft twitch against her palm. Despite the pleasure he was getting from her hands on his cock and from the urgency of her actions, he knew he had to put a stop to it. He gulped and stepped away before turning her around with a forceful tug of her shoulder. A wide grin stretched his mouth.

  “No,” he said as he shook his index finger in front of her face. “I hope you know you just broke the rules right then.”

  Jacob stared her down and watched her shoulder shrink inward. The expression in her eyes from earlier, the one of nervousness, returned. “Surely you remember what breaking the rules means.” Miley gulped before she gave a single small nod of her head.

  Jacob grabbed her by the arm and threw her forward. She landed face down on the bed, the comforter fluffing up around her face. He watched her, wondering if she would move to turn over onto her back but she didn’t. He smiled in satisfaction. She wasn’t interested in adding to her punishment so, of course, she was being extra careful.

  He stepped forward and put an arms under her hips and lifted her ass up until she was on her knees. The belt slipped off the bed as he grabbed ahold of it and playfully ran the smooth leather over the flesh of her ass cheek…

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  Miley walked in wearing lace stockings that ended tantalizingly at her thighs. The dark fabric was a stark contrast to her pale skin. They made up part of the little surprise present he left wrapped in a gift box in her dressing room earlier that day. His eyes feasted on the little indent the thigh high lace stockings made on her smooth thighs and he already felt a strong longing to slip his fingers underneath and run them over her soft skin.

  His eyes finally left from the same spot on her thighs and roamed up to take in the smooth expanse of skin showing off the rest of her legs, save for the thin strips of the garters resting on them. He gulped upon seeing the way the silk deep plum panties looked on her, topped off with a garter belt he wanted to grab. Miley stood there smiling in an almost coy manner. She was staring at him and enjoying every moment of how much he loved seeing her in the lingerie he had spent so much time choosing for her.

  His eyes slowly continued moving up to look at the rest of her body and outfit, if it could really be called that. The subtle definition of her abs made his chest tighten. He knew exactly how it felt to touch her stomach and he wanted to touch her now.

  He wanted to touch every inch of her skin with his hands, graze her over with his fingertips, lick her most sensitive areas until she felt just as much pleasure as he did just by looking at her. He stared for a good while at her breasts, sizeable cleavage spilling from over the cups of her deep plum bra overlaid with lace. How he longed to kiss along the curve of her breasts, bury his head between them to kiss and lick at his whim. He felt a twitch in his pants as he recalled how it felt to slide his cock between her cleavage, pressed together between the palms of her hands, the lotion soft skin a unique pleasure to him.

  This night has been in the works for quite some time. It is to be a special night full of excitement and exploration. It wasn’t their first time having sex, but it was their first time planning it, talking about, and introducing new elements. Never had Miley dressed up for Jacob the way she was now. Never had Jacob so meticulously perused shops of lingerie until acquiring just the right thing to gift to his girlfriend.

  Never had he loved a woman as much as he loved her. And this was the night, the first of many, on which all those pledges and feelings would come to a pull in the most physically intimate way possible.

  ***

  “I miss you,” he heard Miley say on the other end, almost in a whisper as if she was shy to admit to him it had been too long since they had seen each other.

  “I miss you too,” he replied with a slight chuckle. He couldn’t help it. He found her so endearing when she suddenly shelled up and behaved as if they had just gotten together. She was a young girl new to relationships. It wasn’t the first time they missed each other nor would it be the last. But this time it was a bit different. This time they had a bigger commitment to one another than before and he would be returning to a house they shared rather than only visiting her.

  He hung his head and shut his eyes, thinking once again of what a shame it was they had to spend weeks apart right after moving in together. They hadn’t even had the chance to be together in their new place. They were too exhausted after moving in and setting everything up and the next morning Jacob was on the first flight out. That was nearly three weeks ago.

  “I do,” he said. “I really miss you.”

  She made a little mmm sound he could hear clearly. He envisioned her snuggled up on the couch under her favorite blanket. In reality, it was a blanket she had stolen from him months ago after staying at his place a couple nights. He didn’t even notice it was gone. He still remembered the way she broke the news to him.

  He had gone over to watch a movie with her and she’d come out of her bedroom all wrapped up in the blanket with a sly grin on her face and sparkling eyes. Then he’d pulled her down to his lap and showered her cute little face with kisses before things got heated and the movie was completely forgotten and reduced to mere background noise.

  He had never pictured their relationship to end up the way it did. It hadn’t gotten off to a particularly great start, not even when they just met. He’d left an impression on her as a careless playboy, something akin to the truth at the time. And she had left him with an impression of a rude and self-centered woman with too high of a judgment—something he soon found to be incredibly inaccurate.

  Instead, Miley was extremely kind to a fault. She rarely passed any judgment on a person no matter the situation. She was far from rude; he often grew frustrated at how much she held back and kept to herself out of consideration to others. Luckily, that was no longer the case in their relationship.

  And that was where the rocky beginnings came into play. They would often fight, but Jacob would grow wild with anger and storm off. He didn’t realize until he almost ended things with Miley why he grew so mad during their arguments. She never wanted to fully say what was on her mind. She was too careful because she didn’t want to be rude or pushy. He noticed she behaved with him the same way she behaved with everybody else when it came to talking about her feelings.

  He finally had enough of it and confronted her. That had launched a very long conversation, stretching into the hours of the night, wherein he explained to her he couldn’t be in a functional relationship with somebody who did that. So, with time, she started being more open and honest. She was less careful. She was much less concerned with coming off as rude and much more with having everything out in the open in a manner conducive to proper action.

  So they moved past that and entered an entirely new phase of their relationship. The way everything worked out and the direction in which they headed right after was unprecedented. Everything he liked about Miley was clearer. Everything he had to offer her he gave and then searched for more. He had never been in a relation
ship so involved nor had he ever thought Miley would be the one to pull that out of him. But the two grew alongside one another and explored many different aspects to a relationship purely because they wanted to walk down that path together.

  Then they moved in. Miley had stayed at his place for the better part of a week and, one night, she was curled up against him as they watched TV. It never ceased to amaze Jacob just how tiny she was to crawl on him and use him as her own little bed. He was rubbing his hand up and down her back and thinking about how wonderful it would be to have her around all the time.

  “Miley,” he said. She stirred in his arms and plopped her little chin on his chest, looking up at him with her big, blue eyes. “I love having you around so much.” He brushed a stray hair off her face and she given him a sweet smile. “I want to have you around always.”

  Miley sat up. “What?” She wore the smile of someone holding back on excitement. It was like she had an idea what he was saying, but she didn’t want to get ahead of herself.

  “Let’s move in together?”

  Her eyes lit up. She launched forward and wrapped her arms around his neck before their lips met. Their kiss was full of passion and affection, the perfect summary of their relationship as a whole. He pulled her closer to him and felt the warmth it provided. He kissed her with thoughts of living together taking complete control of his mind. He couldn’t wait.

  ***

  Jacob stood there wearing dark gray dress slacks and a black button-down shirt paired with a black tie. He had considered a suit, but thought it might be too much. His eyes continued running up and down her body, taking in her entire appearance. He finally motioned for her to turn in a circle and give him a little twirl. He wanted her to model the lovely lingerie set for him.

  He motioned again and she finally twirled, showing off her body and the curve of her pert ass that fit so perfectly on her small frame. She was petite with a tiny waist and not much curve at her hips, making the small rounded ass and her sizeable cleavage stand out even more. He was crazy about her body. In reality, it was Miley he was crazy about and found insanely sexy. Everything about her turned him on and she knew how to get his blood pumping like no one else.

  Jacob realized he had been standing there staring at her and getting distracted for too long at that point. There was more to this evening than that. He motioned for her to get closer to him and she did. She nearly tiptoed up to him and stopped suddenly. He didn’t miss her eyes flick down at the outline of his very visible erection. Her already large eyes bulged as if she hadn’t been expecting him to be so hard already. Or perhaps she wasn’t expecting the erection to be so visible through his slacks.

  Without a word, he wrapped her in his muscular arms and pulled her in close to him. He saw her little nose wiggle as she inhaled the scent of his aftershave. They stood in silence for a moment just holding onto each other, savoring the serenity of being together like this after so long. It was the first night they would be together in what was their shared home and they had decided to make it special. Jacob burrowed his nose in her long, auburn tresses and breathed in her scent. He kissed her neck and inhaled the scent of her softly floral perfume, the conditioner with subtle tropical scents, and the natural scent of her gorgeously soft skin.

  This just made his hard cock twitch in his pants and beg for freedom all the while his heart started pounding in his chest. He loved holding her so close. It was as sweet and intimate as it was a turn on for him.

  He felt her hands start to run over his chest and he momentarily got lost in the feeling of them even through his buttoned shirt. After just a few seconds, he took her hands and carefully placed them down at her sides. He held them there before leaning in to press his lips softly against hers, tasting her juicy lip balm scented and even flavored like berries.

  He pressed in and ran his tongue over her lip until she opened her mouth and he could enjoy the warm and wet sensation of her tongue moving over his. He pressed in further and felt her shiver as his jaw, lightly sprinkled with stubble, brushed a bit roughly on her skin. He kissed her deeply, intoxicated by her, while still holding her hands down at her sides and pressing his chest against hers.

  As their kiss heated up, he moved his hand away from her to start unknotting his tie with grace and precision. His knuckles just barely grazed the skin of her cleavage as he ran his hand down the length of his tie, but he didn’t let it become a distraction. Pulling away from their heated kiss, he slipped the tie off his head.

  Instead of tossing it aside like he always did, he looped it around her tiny waist and shimmied it down until it rested over her ass. He tightened his hold on the tie and with a devilish smirk pulled her in closer until she was completely pressed against him. Miley let out a little gasp when his hard cock pressed against her. He gulped, willing himself not to give in to the needs of his cock confined in his slacks.

  Jacob felt her move one of her hands between them in an attempt to reach for his erection, but he stopped her just in time. Letting go of the tie with one of his hands, he held tight to her small wrist and moved to pin it behind her back. Then, kissing her deeply, he did the same with her other hand until he was holding both of pinned behind her back.

  A light shiver tickled up her back as he looped the tie around her wrists and kept them in place, tied up. Miley looked into his eyes, her big, blue eyes shimmering with a new sort of excitement at the prospect of doing this. They had never done anything like it and it was one of the topics discussed. It was yet another way this first night together in their new, shared house would be special and memorable.

  As Jacob made sure the tie was fastened well around her wrists, he could feel the heat of her body start to increase with what could only be arousal. She was aching for his touch as the warm moisture grew between her legs. Her nipples hardened even beneath the tantalizing and perfectly fitting bra she was wearing.

  She was feeling a burning desire to have his hardness inside her, knowing he would never disappoint her as she sought out pleasure. Jacob’s cock throbbed and strained further against his slacks but he had to stay focused. This wasn’t the night to just throw her down and have sex out of sheer lust.

  He was well aware that she thinks of him as the one man she has always felt comfortable with. She admitted that, for the first time in her life, she trusted a man and that man was him. That was why living together and sharing a thriving relationship was possible. That was why tonight was possible. So when he leaned in to give her a powerful kiss and pushed her down to her knees by gripping her shoulders, she didn’t fight or feel attacked. Instead, she eagerly sunk down to her knees in front of him.

  As soon as her knees hit the carpet, she looked up at him with her big, blue eyes. Jacob admired the way her auburn tresses spilled messily over one of her shoulders. Looking deep into her eyes he noticed a burning eagerness in them. It was a look he had seen before, a look he loved, but this time it was amplified. It was a look that told him she knew exactly what was coming and she wasn’t only okay with it, she was looking forward to it.

  She held in her eyes all the feelings he was experiencing. The connection they shared was unlike any other and it only made what they were to do now that much more meaningful and intimate. Jacob gulped. It was time.

  “Tonight,” he told her, his tone of voice deep and commanding. “I’m in charge. Tonight, you do as I say. You follow the rules.” She didn’t say a word; only remained on her knees and waited for him to say or do something else. She was already playing her part well and Jacob was pleased.

  Placing his hand under her chin, he tilted Miley’s head up so she could watch as he unbuckled his black leather belt. Her breath stilled as she listened to the slipping sound of the belt sliding out of the belt loops of his slacks. Jacob watched her facial expression the entire time with a smirk curling up the corners of his lips.

  Once he removed the belt, he pulled and snapped it between his hands making a loud smack that made her flinch. His smirk grew a litt
le wider as he placed the belt on the bed behind him.

  “The first rule you have to know is the most important,” he said with a glint in his eye. “You must do exactly as I say, no question. If you break this rule,” he trailed off and motioned to the belt behind him. He smacked his hands together and said, “You will be punished. And keep in mind I don’t take punishment lightly.”

  Miley nodded. He could see a bit of fear in her eyes. It was the kind of order she would keep in the back of her mind as a warning and think about before she decided to disobey him. Had Jacob seen real fear in her, he would have stopped this all immediately. But they trusted each other. This had been discussed. Everything was taken care of. This was something they both wanted and had been looking forward to for some time now.

  Miley bit her bottom lip as he unbuttoned his slacks and slowly pulled down the zipper. Even though she had seen his cock numerous times before, this time was different. Her heart raced in anticipation for him to pull it out. He knew she was staring straight at his erection bulging out against his briefs. He brushed the back of his hand very slightly over the bulge and shuddered. But he also watched her eyes twinkle and the light pink tip of her little tongue dart out between her lips. She wanted him so badly and they had just gotten started.

  “The second rule,” he went on as he reached forward to run his fingers through her hair, “is you have to be honest. Always. Don’t worry about me. If there is something you don’t like or want, you have your safety word.” He leaned forward and softened his gaze just for a moment. “Okay?” She nodded quietly.

  He continued to run his fingers through her hair and gently ran his hand along her head, enjoying the way she looked when she closed her eyes as she let herself indulge in the feeling of what he was doing. He moved his hand down and started touching the sensitive skin of her neck and then behind her ear. She practically purred from his touches.

  She was making a gentle noise from deep in her throat, one she rarely made but Jacob knew it was a good sign. “Now, I’m a reasonable master. If you behave, you get a reward at the end. You get to have your own fun and do as you please for a little while at the end.” Then he leaned in and placed a kiss on her cheek before whispering, “But only if you behave.”